just venting.....

Have u ever felt like there was something that u were meant to be doing other then what u are already doing! You see im working at the bank and dont get me wrong its fun and it helps pay the bills and all but i dont want to do that my whole life! Like i dont know what it is but i just feel like there is something else i should be doing! I dont know what it is but something inside of me tells me that i should be doing something alot more, like i have more potential! Im not saying being a teller isn't great and all but i just have a feeling that there is something else out there for me! I want to go back to school and get my CPA or something in finance! But it is soo hard to go to school and work! I know u have to make sacrifices in order to get what u want and sometimes theses sacrifices aren't the best! I just don't wont my children to have to worry about mommy and daddys money problems! I want my children to when they ask me for some money or a toy or something they need they can get it right then (im not saying spoiling them) but i want to be able to give them the luxury or no having to worry about things like that! I feel like they wont ever have to do that if i had a good CAREER!! That's the word career.... that's what i want a good career! Not a part time job or a minimum wage job but a career!!!!!! I want to be able one day buy a house of our on one day!!! I guess ill just keep praying about and see what god has in store for me!!!

Start things off........

First off i am going to start by saying this is the first time i have ever been on this site soo i am slowly learning all the new things!! Anysuggestions will help! lol

*I am not going to go into detail about my life because the ones of u who are reading this already know me!..... so today i started thinking about how much time is flying by! It seems like just yesterday i found out i was pregnant and now my my little baby boy is going to be turning one in only 3 months!!! CRAZY He is learning soo much just yesterday he leaned how to pull himself up by a toy of his! He is still a lil afriad to try it on furniature but i have a feeling it wont be long!! He is soo curious (as im sure most babies are) he want to get into everything and touch, eat, beat on everything in site! LOL its soo funny and yet sometimes very annoying! I guess its just his way of figuring things out! AMAZING that at one time we were all soo clueless to the world and how things work ! Well as of now this is going to be it untill tomorrow when im sure i will be babbling about something else lol!!